Sunday 4 October 2009

The final post.

Like I said in the beginning, this blog was for my summer. Although I haven't been very good at updating all the time, I hope it's been somewhat interesting to read. My summer ends tomorrow, it has ended with a week of craploads of research and coursework ='( I thought I would actually talk about what my project was about. During the end of June, Sabah and I embarked on a piece of fieldcourse which lasted 2/5 days of a working week (the other 3 days was classwork). Our initial investigation was on the mounds of a particular meadow ant called Lasius flavus which live in meadows all around Europe. We shaded half of the mounds with egg boxes supported by skewers =P and then we took volume measurements followed by temperature measurements every hour.


Using the results of this and a lot of data analyses, I decided to focus the main discussion on the way that these ants thermoregulate in comparison to other ant species and how their mounds help them succeed in this.

The work was hard, lots of early mornings and long days spent in the field but that's not to say we didn't enjoy it!! We made some friends with the local wildlife:


Another highlight was seeing this very endangered species, The Large Blue (Maculinea arion). Unfortunately, the downside to seeing this was the fact that we have to write up this horrendous hypothesis which I STILL haven't completed!! (The deadline is tomorrow but hey, the day is still young haha). Another downside to this fieldcourse is that the fieldcourse supervisor is just TERRIBLE at providing us with information ¬_¬" and giving us MINIMAL guidance hoping that we can somehow READ HIS MIND *eye roll*.... grrrrrrr....


So yes... that was just a little update of my fieldcourse project. It has been causing me a lot of headache but if I do well in this fieldcourse I will be very very happy! I think I put in a lot of effort into this so... I hope it will pay off!! *fingers crossed*

This is the end of the beginning. Here's to my final year at University, I hope that I will have the most fun this year and that it will be rewarding. It is worth 82% of my final degree, it will be hard, I believe that I can do it if I put my mind to it and also with the support of all my lovely friends =)

I will end this blog with this song: Broken Strings. Last night, I realised that I had this song on repeat for hours. It means a lot to me this song and I really like this duet.

For further blog posts refer to: http://rinnyrin.blogspot.com . If I haven't invited you to read please message me and I will. So long, farewell, auf Wiedersehen, adieu. Adieu, adieu, to yieu and yieu and yieu.... ~_^--Y


Broken strings ft. Nelly Furtado - James Morrison

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last change to feel again

Friday 2 October 2009

Science as a religion

I was having this really indepth conversation with Max today about how science can be classified as a religion in the future =P It's weird because I've never thought of it like that... I've never ever doubted in my mind that I want to and WILL become a scientist, just that I never really thought of it in that sense... I will carry on this post later (when cwk is finished) because I have lot of interesting things to say...

In other news, I've had the most horrendous and stressful freshers week ever. Right now I am mentally and physically exhausted. I am deflated and I need a hug, for someone to come along and tell me that everything will be alright just so that I can shoot them down and tell them how fucking unfair this report is and how badly it's affecting me .. I think after I write this I will crawl into bed, roll myself up into a ball, surround myself with my fluffies and just sleep like a log.

I feel like crying but even tears take too much energy to generate and to fall. *sigh*. what. a. week.

Thursday 1 October 2009

ARGHHH

*&%)"&%&""$(&*&*($*(

STUPID
F-ING
COURSEWORK
DRIVING
ME
INSANE
CRAZY
MENTAL
STRESS
FAIL
RESEARCH
ANTS
ANTS
ANTS
DON'T
CARE
ABOUT
STUPID
ANTS
AND
THEIR
STUPID
THERMOREGULATORY
HABITS
>=(



*cries*

My final year at University is going to kill me... actually no, first it will reduce me to a blubbering mess and then it will kill me. *sigh* how am I going to survive?! someone throw me a lifeline please...